Quick and tired

1. Went to Daiso today with new friend who needs a name.

2. I am working tons and want a day off to craft.

3. Ny next day off is Satruday 09. That's right, and it's been over a week since I've had a day off already. (well sunday was only a half day for training, but I was still at work.)

4. I have been bug free for almost 3 weeks I think.

5. I miss FIlmmaker terribly these days. I am seeing him tomorrow night for dinner I think. I haven't told him I miss him.

6. Midge came to town and it was awesome seeing her.

7. I start school on the 12th. I am very excited.

8. I definately have a job in October doing maks and make-up at the spa. Super awesome.

9. I'm doing a photoshoot on the 17th. Excited for this two.

10. I feel good, but also kind of on the brink of crashing.

11. My new house is going good. My room is small, but I have the internet now.

12. I'm getting dermatitis on my hands and they are very itchy.

13. I somehow got the money to pay half of my tuition. Still working on the rest.

14. I got a fancy new phone. and downloaded Jeopardy and Tetris to it.

15. I love this website. I am now obsessed with Bento lunches.

16. I have so much to do on my flickr site and so many movies to add to my order list, and so many CD's to download.

17. I am tired and I am going to bed. More another day.

No Catch Up

I really have no energy to update things. I'm still feeling pretty low and I am skeptical of improvement. Everytime I think things are about to settle down something happens to make a mess, so I'm not getting my hopes too high.

That's it. That's really all I can manage.

I'm writing with panic. I'm frustrated and I want to throw all my stuff away. I got a new super comfy mattress on a major sale which is good. I am sleeping in my new house, which is good, but I kind of fell like it's someone else's house still, and will for a few weeks I think. I miss Filmmaker, but whenever I do see him I don't want him. I'm confused. I am also so tired. Like so completely tired I need to cry. And the wireless card I need for my computer is discontinued and it's so upsetting. That's all I can muster without totally crying at work. And I'm at the work where I can't go hide and look awful afterwards.