I just sent the FIlmamaker a nice long, but concise (as possible) email. I feel ok about it.
But what did I leave out? Anything superficial and anything about sex.
He's a myspace friend now. Friends can snoop. hmmm.
Orange asked me if I had issues about sex or if I just didn't want to have it with him.
The answer is that I have tons of issues and I'm not sure if I want to have it with him.
I do know that we can do more than we're doing without sex being the result.
Why am I wiritng these short statements?
So here's a quick summary of the general sex issues.
1. I'm used to just having it with myself. It's all about me.
2. I'm worried I'll be ____________ with another person involved.
3. Blank possibilities: confused, overhwelmed, lost, tense
4. What if I sleep with him and decide I don't really like him?
5. If I sleep with him it means I have a boyfriend. right?
ok, time to go to bed. I feel full of thoughts and conflicting information. I have work tomorrow and dinner plans. I'm tired. I really wanted this to be easy.
Thursday, December 21, 2006
What I didn't share
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3 comments:
I don't think if you have sex with him that means he's your boyfriend. I think he's your boyfriend when you start calling him that.
Please let me know if I comment too much on your blog. I don't want to be some kind of blog hog.
I don't want him to be my boyfriend and I don't want to have sex with him. I feel like a bad person, which I know is wrong. Maybe I feel more unjustified than bad. hm.
And comment as much as you want.
you're not a bad person, what did i say about him not being attractive and that i'm judgemental and i think you should dump him?
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