drained

This morning I have a head ache. I still have no house. I am very stressed about having no house. It's kind of taking a toll on my self-esteem today. Like out of the few houses that I am ok with, none of those people think I am good enough.

I did get my hair cut and coloured this week though. However, I am getting paid a lot today and I wish I could go spend it but I have to put it on my line of credit. it's kind of depressing. No it's really depressing. I just want to go back to bed for a few more hours.