Crazy

I want filmmaker here. He was here yesterday and I'm seeing him tomorrow morning, but I want him now. I don't feel that I should have to wait but I do and that sucks. I need to get a bigger bed so he can stay here. That requires money. It is also a purchase that will take priority over others I've been thinking of. I'm mad that I felt so sick last night and didn't want to have sex. I want it now.