In need of downtime

I've slept for about 12 hours and still don't feel rested. I feel like I've been too guided my my emotions and one single event. I'm exhausted by the energy it is taking. I'm supposed to be volunteering at the art gallery today but Ijust don't think I'm going to be able to make it in. I want to spend some time cleaning my house and getting it back in order and I have other stuff (crafting for money) I need to do.

I just don't really feel in control I guess. I now there'll always be things I can't control but right now they're really determining my mood. I feel weighed down.