Tuesday, June 28, 2005

Running Away

I've had a day that was not good at all and not productive at all. I actually don't think I did anything other than bathe and read. I have actual things to do as well which I should get done before Titania's home from work. It's also means that I didn't go to work. In fact the furthest I went today is to the post box.

I'm just feeling sad and misplaced. Tomorrow Titania and I will be going out so I hope that will cheer me up a bit. I must go into work on Thursday and Friday just becasue I do have work to do. Nothing unusual has gotten to me. As said in an email to Midge, I think how I'm feeling now is how people expected me to feel three weeks ago.

And none of it is something people can fix or make me feel better about. I just have to go through the motions a bit and get used to things and sort myself out. It'll happen, I'm just not feeling like it'll be quick. I want something to be excited about and I don't have anything right now.

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