Discovering

Soundtrack to this thought: All These Things That I've Done by The Killers.

It's amazing how you can do something (ie. move to another country and start a new life) and have it work. Then you can actually take all that happiness and confidence back into the place you come from and it still kind of works. I was scared I would lose thing when I came back. And at first I kind of did but now, as I really begin to settle in, I think I'm getting it back. I'm not as sociable as I was but it's slowly coming back. I feel way more relaxed about things in general. I dance more and I smile more. My outlook and reactions are just different than what I would have expected sometimes.

I have no point to all of this except that things are actually really good and I have so much possible. I still long for England but I'm not miserable in the meantime.