Hot Chocolate

I didn't go into work today. I did have Olive email me some files so I could work from home but I didn't do any of said work. I will go in everyday for the rest of the week so it's ok. I did some art in the afternoon which was good and cooked dinner.

Conversation with Titania a few nights ago:
(She's in bed and I go into her room becasue I know she's still awake)

me: do you still have the shoe box from your new etnies?
her: ya.
me: does it have one of the flip lids or one that comes right off?
her: I think a flip one.
me: cool. Can I have it.
her: sure. It's under the vanity.
me: thanks.
her: why do you want it?
me: to put stuff in.
her: what kind of stuff?
me: does it matter?
her: no...
me: cool. thanks.

I'm covering that box in cool paper tonight and it will be a holder for all my assorted sex related things (printed stories, toys, lube, batteries) now that I have no end table.

Something feels weird about today but I'm not sure what. I feeel disconnected from things and that is not good. I wrote and artistically embellished two secrets today. I was going to talk about one here but that would make it not a secret. I still might. It depends how much I think about it. I think it was something going on in my head while I had no boys to think about. Well I know that's not entirely true because it's not completely new but it's much more inportant that normal in the last few weeks.

I'm missing two things that are small but important. I know I brought them home from england but I'm not sure where exactly they are in the flat. I think they accidentally got put in a box and then put in the storage closet. I was thinking of sorting that stuff yesterday and today but it's got so much stuff in it I just couldn't get motivated to do so.

On Wednesday I'm going to a line release at a shop her called Escents that sells aromatherapy and bath products. I used to love them but they reformulated a bunch of products I loved and increased all their prices so I only kind of like them now. Also, the importance of aromatherapy in my life has decreased. Anyways, a friend of Titania's now works there and gave us an invite to a special event with champagne cocktails, free gifts and 25% off the new line. I've wanted to buy a new perfume recently that's a bit softer and fresher than my normal one (Angel by Thierry Mugler) which is quite intense and rich.

I like that my audiopost has inspired some people to comment. I will definately do it again but maybe you'll get my normal voice - a bit faster and higher pitched. My voice sounds a bit different right after sleeping or not talking for a bit which is what you got. Lower and calmer.

I have no plans other than the thing above for this week but on Monday my sister and I are going to the spa and getting a crazy amount of treatments done. 40 hours total, a massage, body wrap, manicure and pedicure. Expensive but so deserved. I'd like to have plans other than that this week but who knows. I guess I'm not really sure what I want. half of me feels solitary and wanting to just curl up with popcorn and films, but the other half wants to go dancing and to talk to the boy at virgin and end up having lots of really great sex with him. ok, well all of me wants to talk to him and have the great sex, but only half of me is ok about the process of getting there. I should talk to my friend that works there and see what she has to say.

ok, off I go to cover my box (am I the only one who thinks that's amusing?) and then east popcorn and watch CSI:Miami. I long for England and the spirit it made me realize I have. I know still with me but I am just not sure how to use it.