I am officially staying in tonight. I am just finishing dinner, then wil do dishes and have a nice ong bath. I might even involve candles. I may watch a film afterwards as well but the colour of the TV is all weird and kind of irritating.
Titania ended up going out for dinner with the guy tonight. Normally not an issue but we had decided to go out tonight and she cancelled before I said I didn't want to go. A bit irritating considering she stayed at his last night and we did have plans. That makes me sound kind of jealous but I guess I just don't understand being in love like that is returned. I mean I would have said I had plans and see if tomorrow night was an option, or I would have called the friend first to see f she was still wanting to go.
I guess it's all easy to say when I'm the one being cancelled on. Plus it's not like I have a busy social life right now. My energy is low, I'm sad about not being in England and I want to be cozy and not drink. I would have gone out tonight if it wasn't a drinking/dancing thing. None of this talk is going anywhere. The fact is that I am kind of sad and pretty lonely and have nothing to do other than clean my flat, sort my fathers stuff and talk to my cat.
This is totally depressing. I'm going to put some good music on and hop in the bath. I want to watch the Office like nothing else. Hopefully you'll get something more exciting in the next few days - for me just as much for you.
Tuesday, June 07, 2005
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blondie's going to the VAG on thursday, or so i hear. and that sucks that titania pulled that shit on you. not cool to ditch your friends for a boy. ive done that before. she needs to read this crappy novel called "the love trainer". in the vein of shopoholic, but not good. but sinfully empathetic and delicous. xoxo.
Just wanted to let you know that I'm still reading and that my thoughts are with you. I know what it's like to lose a parent, as I just went through the ordeal in September.
:)
Been a while since I have read you. Not a very good time to jump back in to the wonders of Celia. I hope that all is well for you. I lost my mother when I was 14...
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