Overnight

One dream was about being in Vancouver and feeling nothing but rejection. The other was of England and feeling welcomed. I need to stop this.

I also need to stop sleeping in and missing my morning lecture. Tonight I will be making a long post about all my lecture topics and my major. At first I kept these things secret for concern over my anonymity but that seems silly now. So later I will talk all about it and start to sort out why I'm having such an issue with my stupid morning lecture and why it's not a good thing.

Thank god for an interesting guest lecture this afternoon that's getting me to go to school at all. Can you believe I think I want to stay in academia? I feel problematic today. I do not feel good.