Things to ask/say

1. I don't know what I'm doing. At all.

2. Why now after so many years?

3. What are your expectations?

4. I want to see you.

5. I want to really know you.

6. Have you really grown up?

7. Can you see me as I am now?

8. Do we have anything in common?

9. If something hasn't happened by now should it?

10. You've never been dishonest but I don't know I can trust you.

(added at 17:49)
11. How do you feel when you think of me?

12. Do you think of me?

to be continued...

(added at 18:33: I need to not think about this so much and relax.)