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I'm done. It's done. There may have been a possiblity for friendship but it's gone. Somehow there's too much bad between us that a friendship is impossible. There's too much tied up. frustration, anger, distance, resentment, whatever. I can't take all that on. I am not willing to work through it for him. I do not believe anymore that the end will justify the means. It's done and I need to move on from it. And I know that I will miss him. But it has to be done.

And for now I'm not going to think about what that might mean for my future. I'm just going to get through that and get to school.