porn

After talking to someone I have decided I will at least go look at the book. So I have ceased attempts to write the paper tonight. I'm also going to go to bed early in hopes of hitting the library before non and coming home to do at least half of the paper before sleeping. I made baked tofu for dinner which kicked ass and didn't do laundry. I did realize that my new jeans look great with my heels. That's really cool because I always wanted to be able to wear jeans with heals but thought it looked funny on me. no longer the case. I may have to buy a pair or three of these jeans to bring home with me.

What does this have to do with porn you ask? Well shopping is like porn to me, but that's not what I wanted to talk about. See having nothing to do and lazing around all day, combined with a slightly heightened sex drive has got me thinking about paying for porn.

Now I'm not very visual when it comes to porn but I think that's mostly because so much of what is out there just doesn't appeal to me, aesthetically or ethically. When I do see stuff I like, I quite enjoy it. One of the blogs I read daily is Trixies and I really enjoy it just purely as a day to day read. That said, she is hot. I also really agree with her views on sexuality and porn and how she seems to run her business. To me, all that stuff is important.

Basically I'm considering joining. I don't have tons of cash but I could manage a month and then see if I want to cancel or keep going. I haven't really decided yet and I'm not too sure why. It is a site targeted to men but not done in such a way to offend, or exclude women and most of the women targeted porn I've seen does nothing for me, but then I haven't seen a lot. I've got a few other paid sites bookmarked because I came across them and was impressed so maybe I'll look at them. Comapre shop or something like that.

I'm snacking like crazy today and dancing around in my sleep dress. I am in quite a good mood and the hour is approaching to fall into my warm and cozy, if tiny, bed.

edited to add: I feel like a bad person (and I am) when I see someone who is heavier than me and I conciously remark to myself that I am "not as fat as them". Also, it's amazing how a really hot guy with tattoos is really unattractive when he spouts about god and likes ac/dc. (So far these are my thoughts as I look at paid porn. hm.)