A big list

Well below is a delayed response to another persons blog post but first a few other things of note. Today when Victoria and I went to buy tickets we found out they were sold out so no spring formal for us. Not a big deal but I was excited to be going out because I haven't been out in ages. I'm going to see The Aviator with them on Tuesday but that will be mellow. Unfortunate considering thengs really slow down during exams. I mean can they get any slower for me?

I'm longing a bit for touch today and the day has been emotional in general. I should be working on an assignment due tomorrow for the fun lecture but I am not. I also have an important test on Friday for the fun lecture and a bunch of reading to do for another lecture. Maybe for the best that there will be no drinking. My money situation suits the no drinking thing too.

I didn't have a full day of wanking and ice cream but I did do a bit of both. Found a comfortable wanking position in my computer chair, where I can even leave the curtains open and still be unseen from the outside - all good things. Ice cream was chocolate chip cookie dough.

On a very personal note my mom's luggage got lost by the airline. She had bought something very valuable and expensive that could not be a carry-on item because it contained butter knives. She seemed upset about it but didn't want to talk to me. I'm taking her not wanting to talk to me a bit personally because of occasional tension and furstration during her visit and that I think she feels I wasn't very sad about her leaving. I mean I wasn't but not because I wanted her away. I just know I'll be going home in two months and I can't get emotional about airplanes because there have been many of them in the last year and there will be many more in the next two. She was also nervous about the flight in general so I might be responding to that stress as well. I'm sure the airline will find the luggage because it probably just got on the wrong plane and things will right themselves in that aspect soon. As for the other parenty emotional stuff I'm sure that will continue throughout my return and this won't be the worst of it.

Anyway, here is the big list.
The ones that describe me are in bold. I've also italicized my comments about certain ones.


001. I miss somebody right now.
002. I watch more tv than I used to.
003. I like olives. Well slowly but surely. I am trying really hard.
004. I love sleeping.
005. I own a home.
006. I wear glasses or contact lenses. I'm supposed to for reading and computer stuff but I never do.
007. I love to play video games.
010. I have been in a threesome.
011. I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship.
012. I like my handwriting.
013. I have acne-free skin.
014. I like and respect Al Sharpton.
015. I curse frequently.
016. I have changed a lot mentally over the last year.
017. I have a hobby.
018. I've been to another country.
019. I carry my knife/razor/whip/whatever weapon you want here everywhere with me.
020. I'm really, really smart. I like to think so at least.
021. I've never broken anyone else's bones.
023. I love rain.
024. I'm paranoid at times.
025. I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
026. I need money right now.
027. I love sushi.
028. I talk really, really fast sometimes.
029. I have fresh breath in the morning.
030. I have semi-long hair.
031. I have lost money in Las Vegas.
032. I have at least one brother and/or sister. I have a half-sister I always call my sister and don't think of her as less than that. I also have 5 step-siblings.
033. I was born in a country outside of the Canada.
034. I shave my legs. sometimes. It's not a constant. I also wax too.
035. I have a twin.
037. I couldn't survive without Caller I.D.
038. I like the way that I look. Most days.
040. I know how to do cornrows.
041. I am usually pessimistic. I used to be.
042. I have mood swings.
043. I think prostitution should be legalized. But there is so much more to my opinion than that and this statement is way too simple.
044. I think Britney Spears is pretty.
045. I have cheated on a significant other.
046. I have a hidden talent.
047. I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar I have.
048. I have random singing outbursts.
049. I am currently single.
050. I have kissed someone of the same gender.
051. I enjoy talking on the phone.
052. I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
053. I love to shop. It feels silly that I even need to say this by now.
054. I would rather shop than eat. If only I had a bank account to support it. And I would shop for food because I like it too.
055. I would classify myself as ghetto.
056. I'm bourgeoisie and have worn a sweater tied around my shoulders.
057. I'm obsessed with my diary.
058. I don't hate anyone.
059. I'm a pretty good dancer.
060. I don't think Mike Tyson raped Desiree Washington. Desiree who?
061. I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.
062. I have a cell phone. Not in Britain but in Canada.
063. I watch Muchmusic daily basis.
065. I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.
067. I have never been in a real relationship before.
068. I've rejected someone before.
069. I currently have a crush on someone.
070. I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.
071. I want to have children in the future.
072. I have changed a diaper before.
074. I bite my nails.
075. I am a member of the Tom Green fan club.
076. I'm not allergic to anything deadly.
077. I have a lot to learn.
078. I have dated someone at least 10 years older or younger.
079. I plan on seeing Ice Cube's newest "Friday" movie.
080. I am very shy around the opposite sex. Not so much as I used to be and not when drinking
081. I'm online 24/7, even as an away message.
082. I have at least 5 away messages saved.
083. I have been rejected by someone.
084. I have made a move on a friend's significant other in the past.
085. I own the "South Park" movie.
086. I have avoided work to play on OD. what's OD?
087. When I was a kid I played "the birds and the bees" with a neighbour or chum.
088. I enjoy country music. but not pop country...don't think faith hill and garth brooks, please.
089. I love my best friends.
090. I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza.
091. I watch soap operas sometimes.
092. I'm obsessive and often a perfectionist.
093. I have used my sexuality to advance my career.
094. I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all.
095. I know all the words to Slick Rick's "Children's Story".
096. Halloween is awesome!
097. I watch Spongebob Squarepants and I like it.
098. I have dated a close friend's ex.
099. I'm happy as of this moment.
100. I have gone scuba diving.
101. Had a crush on somebody you have never met.
102. I've kissed someone I knew I shouldn't.
103. I play a musical instrument.
104. I strongly dislike math. I like the theory and when it involves drawing, but I can't actually do it
105. I'm procrastinating on something right now.
106. I own and use a library card.
107. I fall in "lust" more than in "love." I doubt I do either right now. I'm feeling fucked about it all.
108. Cheese enchiladas rock my socks.
109. I think The Lord of the Rings is one of the greatest movies/books ever.
110. I'm obsessed with the tv show "The O.C."
111. I am resentful that I have to grow up.
112. I am an entirely different person around different people.
113. I think the world would be a better place if people just smiled more often.
114. I think ramen is one of the best foods in the whole world.
115. I am suffering of a broken heart.
116. zzzzZZZZZzzzzzz But I'll keep going anyway. I hope someone's reading the whole thing.
117. No matter where I am or who I'm with, I always seem to be lonely.
118. I am left handed and proud of it.
119. I try not to change who I am for someone.
120. My heart resides below my feet. Can someone explain this to me?
121. I have had sex with someone I was not in a relationship with.
122. I enjoy smoothies.
123. I have had major surgery.
124. I have adopted a pet from the SPCA. But both cats I've had were rescued and sick when I got them
125. I am listening to emo music right now.
126. Some people call me by a nickname.
127. I once stole a music stand.
128. I like pumpkin pie.
129. I love NASCAR!
130. I own over 200 CDs. But I'm going to sell most of them this summer when I get back home.
131. I work 7 days a week.
132. I have mono.
132. I don't have the ability to make decisions without changing my mind.
133. People tell me I have a horrible sense of humour.
134. I'm in my PJs.
135. I'm looking for love in all the wrong places.
136. I have a tendency to fall for the wrong people, or have them fall for me, so I can't help but reciprocate. well the first part is true, but not the rest.
137. I'll try anything three times.
138. Done drugs other than alcohol or cannabis. I took valium for fun once. And I've never smoked pot.
139. I'm having trouble sleeping.
140. I am a cuddler.
141. I love John Waters films.
142. I have made a pornographic videotape. But I would in the right circumstances
143. Sloth is my favorite deadly sin.
145. I know all the words to the "Firefly" theme song.
146. I love Dr. Pepper.
147. I'm a programmer.
148. I'm unhappy at times.
149. I own and have read all of the Harry Potter books.
150. I like to smell my own hair. Especially when it's freshly coloured
151. I carry a book with me almost everywhere I go.
153. I have flown to a different country to see a band.
154. Been hospitalized for "mental issues". I was an out-patient so I never had to stay over night but I went regularly at a time.
155. I have survived totaling a car I was driving.
156. I am addicted to a Manga/anime.
157. Somehow I always seem to get myself into trouble.
158. I have dated someone for longer than 2 years.
159. I have been hit by flying Eric Szmanda spittle. I don't really get this one but how can I make it happen?
160. I have lived in three different countries.
161. I have tattoos.
162. I have lost someone I cared about deeply. Not because of death though. But the fact I'm answering this yes is not a good sign.
163. I am not human until I have had some form of caffiene.
164. I can't use can openers.
165. I went to the emergency room last night.
166. I know all the words to the Fresh Prince of Bel-Air theme song. Almost but not quite

Ok kids, I am surprisingly tired after really doing much of nothing tonight. I am off to bed. People are having fun and being social outside in the yard and I feel like a giant loser. I need something good and fun to happen. Even my mom's luggage being found and a good result on a paper I handed in before break would be plenty. If anyone reading can make those things happen it would be really appreciated.