Well the library this morning was worth it. If only to remind me how many really how guys go to my uni. And are in the library in the middle of break even. I thought of classclown all throughout my shower this morning. I'm still not thinking of him while wanking though. Not sure if that's good or bad.
I am wanting to eat today but I'm not really hungry. I think it's just an excuse to continue not writing the paper. The bibliography is complete and all my notes are neatly sorted beside me on my desk. I even have a blank document open and ready to be used. My laundry is in progress as is my packing, but I won't be able to finish packing until Saturday before I leave to catch my train. My room is also quite clean. So basically I am really running out of things to do instead of my paper. I have all day tomorrow though.
I really have nothing to say. I'm getting less shy about wanting to buy porn to not fucking caring. Last night I really just wanted to be fucked - even after all that being satisfied my myself shiit the other day. I didn't even pull out the vibe because my hands were occupied and unwilling to cease for even 5 seconds. I slept well and early though. Lots of dreams too. All about family stuff and my home. Not surprising considering the upcoming vacation with a member of said family.
Thursday, April 07, 2005
I am going to start
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Well I could use a good fuck or two myself and I have a partner.
So which is worse, not having a partner to have sex with.
Or, having a partner that doesn't want to have sex with you?
I think they're both worse in their own little ways. At least you know someone loves you, but then I'm free to go be slutty should I choose to.
The complicated world of not being laid.
and it's not like she wants to have sex with anyone else. I mean I assume that. And not that it makes it better.
I'm assuming that she doesn't want to have sex with other people either.
I'm slowly melting down her wall of ice, but it's a long arduous process.
What's something that I guy could do for you that would blow you away (non-sexually spekaing of course).
It sounds cheesy but it's totally in the little things.
One of the nicest things anyone has done for me recently was december boy. I had casually mentioned because of an advert that I had heard about something near where I lived that I couldn't get to without a car and I don't drive. About a week later we were on the phone plannign what to do when we saw eachother next and he suggested taking me out to see it. It was great becasue I had kind of forgot about it but it showed he was listening and like he wanted to do something for me.
But "blow me away"...hmmm. It'd have to be something I wanted but wouldn't think of myself if that makes sense. And something really personal. oh, like a hot air ballon ride. I've always wanted one since I was little but not many people would know that unless it came up. That would fucking excite me like nothing. But lots of people wouldn't get excited at all. You know?
This is a long comment but think about something she wouldn't do on her own, or maybe mentioned in passing, or has kind of wanted to do for a while, or used to love but hasn't seen or done in a while. I'm actually quite easily excited though. I actually just thought of tons of stuff for myself. I want a boy to do sweet things for me. fucker.
Was the fucker comment refering to me?
As in I'm a fucker?
I'm at a loss, I'll figure something out. I'll have to our anniversary is coming up soon. What can I do to surprise my wife, hmm. Last year I took the day off all the while pretending to go to work only to show back up at home with breakfast in bed. This year I'm at a loss, I'm running out of time. :)
oh, no, the fucker was not to you. I use that word in so many ways but this time I meant "well that fucking sucks" because I don't want to want a boy when I know it's not happening. make sense?
I think you'll get it sorted. It really is small subtle things I think. Something to show you really thought about it and you want to make her happy.
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