Early Days

I've been aking up by 9 every day this week. I'm pretty impressed with myself actually. I'm already showered and my clothes (skirt!) are set out on my bed. I'm also going to try to go out everyday until I leave. I find when I don't have as many epole to spend time with and no scholl or work I stay in a lot and I think that might contribute to feeling like shit because it kind of gets me back to days when I stayed home because I couldn't handle going out.

So today I could stay in all day and just procrastinate and work but instead I am going to go into the town and get some stuff done and feel cute in a skirt. Tomorrow I could stay in again but I am going to go onto campus to apply for a job (only two days in June) and return CDs and books. I feel good about it.

I also am going to honestly try to start running again in June. I know I could just start now but I'm insecure about it and in June there'll hardly be anyone on campus so I'll feel better about it. I also look the same as I did a year ago I think and if I go home looking a bit different maybe people will be ok with me feeling different. It's a theory at least.

I've also decided to go to the summer party. I know a lot of people going but no one that I hang out with outside of lectures (unless Lily's going which I don't know yet) but I figure it'll be a achance to see lots of people and feel like I did really well in terms of meeting people this year. It'll be good for mee and lots of drunken fun. So far people going are Paul and a bunch of others from my fun lecture (classclown is a maybe), one of Lily's housemates and a bunch of others I know through them. Two really nice girls from some of my lectures and likely many others. Basically it's a party that is outside and full of live music and drinking the weekend after exams end.

ok, I've got to go make my shopping list and then get back to write my paper. Last night I did finish the research and did my bibliography but no actual writing. I must have it done today. And I will. Then on to revising for the hard exam.