Tuesday, March 08, 2005

Slowly losing touch

Ok, so I was in the library earlier when I posted and I saw young downstairs boy come into use the computers. I don't think he saw me and we didn't aknowledge eachother. But god is he hot. Like disheveled hair and cool clothes and reading and stuff. And it makes me think about the night where we spent tons of time together and blah.

Then I do a bunch of stuff and end up in my departments building and classclown is there. He is not hot. He is charming and outgoing and loud. But he makes me smile and close my eyes too. We talk breifly about not going to our lecture on Friday.

So by this time I'm thinking about these boys, and I rememebr a dream that I had in the last few nights where an old friend of mine who I was very close with when we were about 10-13 and then he moved away. Last time I saw him was about 6 years ago. He was wonderful. I don't remember my dream but it wasn't a bad one and it made me think of him.

Then I'm sitting in a seminar later and I realize one of the guys presenting is fucking hot. Disheveled hair (if you can pull this off, do it - it makes us think of you in bed, which makes us think of you naked, which makes us hot and want to grope you), very worn in chucks, a sweater with a dress shirt underneath (Politics boy does this too and it's hot). So I'm watching him talking and he's smart and british and all that.

But you know what? I won't do anything about any of it and makes me want to put my hand down my pants to feel how wet I am more than it makes me want to jump them. I've got to break this pattern.

Tonight I'm going to stay home and read. Laundry is on the go and a pedicure will occur later. Tomorrow is the big night out.

11 comments:

Delgar said...

Nice to see you get all hot and bothered.

I myself am incredibly horny, have been for days now. Just the sight of an attractive woman is enough to set me off.

Celia said...

Are there any said women in or around your workpace?

Oh, I also wanted to ask you, how your wife felt about you wanking?
Is it weird that I ask you questions in my comments?

Delgar said...

No there aren't really any women that are attractive at my workplace, which is both a good thing and a badthing. Some times it's nice to have the distraction.

I don't think my wife has a problem with me wanking, I don't think she has any desire to see me wanking. She definately doesn't want me wanking to porn, that's been made clear.

It's not that weird you asking questions in your comments. I'll continue to answer them as best I can. Besides I pretty much just reload your blog all day waiting to hear your responses. So I'm pretty much a lamer.

Celia said...

I'm doing the reload thing tonight too, but with my email. Pedicure's almost done though and I'll have to get onto my reading.

Today, on campus, every slightly "alternative" boy I saw with disheveled hair (which it occurs to me classclown totally has so maybe that's the way to my heart) made me want to find somewhere private to be. And unfortunately being at a college in a cool city, there are no shortage of such guys.

Delgar said...

Hey I have very dishevled hair today, mainly because it's a bit longer than it should be and the weather, has definately not helped it.

Celia said...

I'm sure it's working for you to. Not like I need more things to think about that involved guys.

Delgar said...

Well if you post any more photo's of yourself in sexy lingerie I may have to make a quick stop at the bathroom.

Or if you mention how wet you are. Damn your whole post turned me on. I think I'm at the point where just a stiff breeze turns me on, how sad.

Celia said...

More pictures aren't super likely right now. That one was hard enough to post.

I've been pretty much constantly wet since sometimes last night. I'm wearing more layers than usual today though because I've been in and out of my room all night doing stuff, so self-touching isn't happening as much.

Plus, sounds like you might get a little something when you arrive home tonight. I'd take another warm body for even something relatively innocent right now.

Delgar said...

I will bet absolutely nothing happens at home tonight, and I won't even do anything to screw it up.

Wanna wager?

Celia said...

Read your own comments and answer questions there. This is for you to ask me questions.

I'm feeling bossy.

Delgar said...

Yes Sir, Ms. Boss Lady!

Which brings up the question, ever do anything S&M related? Whips? Chains? Nipple Clamps?

Anything like that?